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Ever Wish For A Do-Over?

This week has me desperately seeking a do-over I can’t have.

Think about a time when you were put in a situation where you felt as though you needed a do-over. A re-try. You may be thinking about something in business, in relationships, or in life in general.

Last Wednesday, in between Profit Pod calls, I was sitting out by the pool eating some lunch. My sweet miniature wire coat Gretchen came over to mooch for some food. She was the consummate moocher and could be found asking for treats, or sitting on my feet anytime I was cooking in case a scrap might fall.

When I was sitting by the pool, she was precariously close to the edge. In my mind, I thought “she is going to fall in”. Sure enough, a second later, splash, she was in the pool. I quickly fished her out of the water, towel dried her off and got back to work.

The next day, I noticed her breathing not quite as regular as normal.

I’m one of those pet owners who over reacts to everything so I decided to wait until morning. She came to me in the wee hours shaking, and seeming to still be breathing a bit faster than normal. She cuddled in with me and went back to sleep.

When I got up that morning, I half expected her not to eat. I suspected something was up but to my surprise, she ate all of her food and seemed to be behaving okay. Her breathing was a bit faster than normal but not so fast that it concerned me.

That evening, sitting in the living room, I looked over at her sleeping in her bed and I could see how quickly her chest was moving. I immediately Googled “fast breathing dogs” and found that this could be a heart issue and that she should be seen by a vet. Off I went at 8:00 pm for an emergency consultation.

The vet I saw delivered the good and bad news.Eddy and Gretchen 2016

Her breathing wasn’t “that bad,” her vitals were all normal, but her x-ray showed that her heart was enlarged on one side. They suspected there had been some type of trauma. That was why the heart was enlarged and her breathing off. They suggested I see a cardiologist in the next week or two.

That night her breathing continued to be of concern. So much that I got up in the night with her to try and help her get comfortable. That morning we made an appointment to take her to an emergency vet where a cardiologist was working that day. We arrived around 10:00 am. It took that animal hospital 3 hours to retrieve the x-ray records from the first animal hospital. The cardiologist did further heart x-rays and around 3:00 pm we were advised all looked normal. This was not her heart.

They gave her oxygen which didn’t seem to make a difference and requested that she be left overnight. They wanted to give her IV fluids, do further x-rays of her lungs and administer meds. The vet called me at 8:00 pm and advised us she had Bronchopneumonia. She asked a bunch of questions about where Gretchen had been recently and then proceeded to explain how this can happen. She said it can happen when a dog aspirates. Which means something “goes down the wrong pipe.” She said it can happen at the beach, in the water, or even if they accidentally fall into the pool.

The next morning I went and picked Gretchen up with her meds so I could care for her at home.

I didn’t want to leave her in the hospital in case something happened to her. I didn’t ask the vet if this was the right thing to do, nor did she advise me it was not wise to take my dog.

Gretchen continued to struggle to breathe all day Sunday and by Sunday evening (after force feeding her meds) she seemed to turn a corner. She was eating, drinking and seemed wide-eyed and a bit better.

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I spent the night listening to her breathe and things felt like they were better to me. Monday morning, I brought her outside, she did her business and ran to the front door and stopped. It appeared she had used her oxygen reserve and needed to recover after running what is approximately 4 feet.

She wouldn’t eat or drink, and her breathing still seemed off to me. I was thinking I should bring her back to the vet and then the vet called. She told me it was normal for her breathing to continue to be like that for a few days. I asked what flags I should look for, to know to bring her back. She said if she stopped eating, drinking, going to the bathroom, and if the breathing didn’t improve by 72 hrs to come back.

Thirty minutes after I hung up, I looked over at my girl. Her head flew back, eyes wide, and I knew in that moment we were losing her.

She died in the car on route to the animal hospital.


I’ve spent the day wondering….

What if I had moved her and she hadn’t fallen into the pool?

What if the first vet had diagnosed her correctly?

What if I had left her at the second vet for further treatment?

What if I had taken her back to the vet early on Monday morning instead of waiting?

When situations turn horribly wrong, we have impeccable insight on all the things we should have done, given the chance to do them over. My heart hurts just thinking about these things and while they may not be rational, life is like this.

Life is like this in business too.

They are many times when we wish we had made different choices. Acted instead of waited. Verified instead of assumed.

That little voice told me to move her from the side of the pool, and I didn’t. Our dogs have played in the pool and fallen in the pool many times without consequence before but… that little voice that I didn’t listen to will haunt me for a long time.

I share this blog with you today for one reason only…

Listen to the little voice inside guiding you on what to do. In some cases, when it’s not a life or death situation, you can get a do-over.

Take your do-overs with abandon

RIP sweet Gretchen. You were loved beyond measure and you will always live in my heart.


16 thoughts on “Ever Wish For A Do-Over?”

  1. Heartbreaking to hear this Lisa. I’m so sorry for the loss of your beloved Gretchen. I will miss her mooching and beautiful soul. Love to you, Paul and Eddie.

  2. My heart breaks for you. If I had a magic wand I’d give you that do over but it’s not your fault. You did your very best. I wish you peace. I’m sending you much love. Give Eddy some extra hugs from all of us.

    1. Thank you Tonya, I know you love your fur babies like I love mine. It’s awful when it is the time to go. I keep thinking “it was your time to go, and I did not know.” That is what makes it even harder for me. The shock of it all.

  3. So very sorry. I totally understand and feel your pain. I lost my beloved boy Bear E. MAnilo on Boxing Day. And I am still wishing I could have a re-do, but sometimes things are beyond our control and are a mystery as to the why and how things unfold as they do. So far I have painted 3 versions of Bear and it is helping me work through my emotions.

  4. I too learned the hard way to listen to my inner voice … I went down the stairs at a condo I was looking at, missed the last step and tore my quad tendon requiring surgery – lucky that it wasn’t something more serious. I now try to listen to my inner voice.

    Thank you for sharing your story … I’m sure it will help many to listen …

  5. I too have had many times when I did not listen to that voice inside. As painful as this has been, I thank you for being so honest about your feelings. Hoping your blog can be a catalyst for others to listen to that voice, no matter the circumstances.

  6. Ah! Loosing a fur-kid unexpectedly causes the kind of heartache that just never quite heals, no matter how much time passes. We always go back and wish we had done things differently. We kick ourselves for not listening to that little voice. I would wager however, that there are times when it’s actually a good thing we don’t listen to the little voice, because it can keep too safe, too secure and prevent us from ever taking any risks. You did your best and unfortunately, it turned out to hurt. But ignoring the little voice doesn’t always turn out to have such dire consequences, and I think it important to recognize that. Sometimes ignoring that voice is just what we need in order to move past our fears in certain area. Sometimes better safe than sorry, other times pursuing safety can keep us from flying. I’m sorry for your loss Lisa. It’s a tough one for sure. xo

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Founder and CEO of the Lisa Larter Group, master strategist, author, speaker, podcast host, social media expert, consultant, and business coach. Lisa inspires entrepreneurs and business owners to see the possibilities for their organizations when it comes to strategy. She uncomplicates modern marketing and creates (and implements) strategies for businesses that are guaranteed to increase visibility, inbound leads, and revenue.

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